Goddamn Humans

I refute their decisions, on principle. I do not understand their choices, and I refuse to believe that they have any reasons behind those choices that make any goddamn sense what-so-ever. Stick that in your pipe and fucking smoke it!

The above makes no sense. I'm aware. Live with it - I felt annoyed, and expressed it as above.

On other things, I've been sick with my yearly Head Cold (I capitalize because it's that bad), which has been atrocious. My brain has felt like it's full of cotton; it's like someone turned the speed on my mind to "Holy shit, are you even moving?!" My brain operating at the speed of "No!" has made it tough to accomplish anything really productive, though I did get a few things done. Which is why I've been taking what medicines I have to in order to keep moving, since spending the last week in bed would have been problematic for several reasons. But after suffering through the vicious attacks of the Head Cold and the occasional side-effect of Medicine, I really wish I'd been able to just curl up like a big baby and let someone take care of me while I concentrated on being miserable.

You know, I think everyone should get to be a huge baby at least once a year when ill. I mean, full-on laying in bed and crying woe-is-me, with nubile caretakers providing hot soup and warm comfort. Or at least the Waltons-version of childhood, where Mom brings chicken soup and a thick quilt, and maybe a spoon or two of medicine that tastes awful but cures well. That'd be nice. Just once a year, mind you, no pissing and moaning with every sickness or injury. Life's tough, suck it up! But a little moment of weakness here and there keeps life in balance, I think.

I should probably take my own advice on that. Have to find me a caretaker, though. I'm not sure if it's "feed a cold and starve a fever" or the other way around, but I'm pretty sure starving for several days would do more than kill the illness, no matter how the saying goes. I'm guessing all the people who said "Let them lie in bed and rot, with no food or care" probably got fired from the doctor business.

Goddamn humans! I challenge you to make some fucking sense!

Okay, this whole thing is nonsense. Go away now.